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Genting with frens :D
Friday, October 16, 2009 / 10:09 PM / Top

I got a call from Pipi

He wake me up and ask me to get ready

Because we are going out again!

With Moon and Jerry also :)

I blur blur de, I go and charge my handphone

Then continue sleep

Few hours later, it was 3pm

My door bell rang lol and I’m still sleeping

I was thinking “Don’t tell me is Moon and Pipi lol”

Then my popo ask me wake up, got ppl find me = =

They waited me outside for about 45 min

After we reached Mid Valley

We went to have our lunch first after we met Jerry

Then we chit-chat

Chit-chat dao Genting Highland then suddenly all say go Genting LOL

We have lots of fun haha








We won 2 bears haha

1 medium 1 small

They gave me the medium one

They all so sek me! <333

So Moon took the small one because she likes that very much






Around 9pm we went back lo

I felt so tired although I woke up at 3pm haha

So I fell asleep inside the car
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With Moon Jie! <3
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 / 10:16 PM / Top

I didn’t want to ponteng school de :(

But I have to because I need to accompany my grandparents to hospital

We went there by taxi

On the way to hospital, it was so hot and it makes me felt unhappy =.=

I keep on complaining that I am hot I am hot

I felt sleepy too T_T


I stayed at hospital for 4 hours and finally my daddy came and pay for the medicine

Ok blablabla this is not the point of my day

After that I went back and get ready because...

I’m going out with moon today! Happy! 

But also with Pipi lar =)


After we reached Mid Valley, we went to Haagan Dazz and eat ice-cream

Delicious~










Those pics I steal it from other blogger coz I can’t capture at nice angle

Now my pic :D 






FINISHED!!!!




We played with the fire =X 




We told Pipi that those ice-cream were just appetizer for our dinner

LOL

Then we went to Nando and had our dinner there

Actually I’m quite full already

Delicious but I couldn’t finish it :(


Then we chit-chat x)

Hmm thx Pipi =D 

and Moon jie<3333



With laopo <333
Monday, October 12, 2009 / 6:35 PM / Top

Ponteng? Shh.....=X

Went out to Mid Valley with my laopo again!

Okays before that, lets talk about how I get up early in the morning

I set my alarm for 6am and I kept on snooze and snooze and snooze

Until 7am? Because laopo told me she will come and fetch me at 7am!

I quickly went to the toilet as fast as possible haha

Then zam gai came and fetch me up, THX zam gai =X


Straight to the topic~

I went to Huiki's collage at Sunway, need to lend a hand to her haha

Her class got drama today and I watched it with my laopo

So funny! I laughed non-stop haha






Pipi came and fetch us up after the drama finished

We went to Mid Valley as I written it just now

We had our lunch there



The actual size of the fish...



LOL~!!



I eat this :D


Pipi gtg to Orientation

Actually our objective today is to celebrate my ex maple dear birthday

But he didn't make it

Then I window shop with my laopo

Seems like long time didn't shop alone with laopo le

So happy~~~~~~ Haha!

Ice-cream from Gelato =D


So blur :(


Later, we watched a movie called "Tsunami"

Front part was quite boring hmm..

Almost cry leh but still ok ^^


After the movie, we strolled around and went to MPH

We saw Jerry (dkn00bie)!!




HAHAHA~

Then pipi called us and he came to picked us up

We passed by Shuen's mother shop which is selling the triangle sushi

We bought one each

Then went back lor! Haha~


END =P




Out with Shuenny, Jhiet and Cherie :D
Saturday, October 10, 2009 / 9:03 PM / Top

Long time no update le!
Too lazy =X
Yesterday went to Pavilion with Shuen, Jhiet, Cherie and laopo~
We watched a movie called Surrogates
Nice movie =P
.
After the movie we met up with Nick and Daniel
They couldn't recognized me because they said I look so different today
Nick said I was so pretty today but Daniel said I look better last time?
Then all of us went to Topshop
Sun bian wait Jerry (dkn00bie in maple)
.
1st time meet with jerry =X
So excited haha!
He look like kid although he is 19 years old
I'm not surprise with that because I've seen his pic before haha
Later, all of us went to food court yam cha and get some rest
All of us were so tired! Shueny and Jhiet and I were so kelian coz our foot were so pain
.
After chitchat then we went back home lor
Shueny became driver today!
She fetched us back haha
Cherie live at Desa Parkcity and she told us that she knew the way back to home
But while driving her back, she didn't know how
.
Finally 2 hours later we reached her house
I jz sleep, eat and comic inside car lol coz I knew i can't do anything
.
Night time, San's family treated us dinner
Delicious and thx uncle aunty ^^
-Pics will be uploaded soon-


Moody
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 / 11:03 PM / Top

MOODY!
SO SAD T_T
sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob
obsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobs
bsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobso


Fifth month-sary single?
Saturday, September 19, 2009 / 11:59 PM / Top

HAPPY FIFTH MONTH-SARY TO MYSELF
.
FOR
.
BEING
.
SINGLE
.

GLAD THAT I'M STILL ALIVE LOL!


Birthday Present?
/ 9:29 PM / Top

Went out and shopping with my sister today!

Went to Mid Valley again haha

Daddy said he will pay after we done shopping

But the limit is RM500 only x_x

My birthday present cost RM500 ONLY?! T_T


First of all, I went to Sasa~!

After we reached, it’s around 5:20pm 

Daddy said get everything settle before 6pm or else I pay myself

I quickly buy things I want as fast as possible

Of coz I can only shop Sasa 


After we done buying, daddy reached

When my daddy went in to the shop, everyone was like staring at him lol

Because he’s the only man in the shop? hahaha

I felt so scare when my daddy came

Coz I’ve exceed the limit !!

When daddy paying at the counter, my sister and I ran to the corner of the shop

As far as possible from daddy LOL

Then we slowly went to the counter and peep

Seems like daddy is in a good mood with a smiley face!

I quickly add another item to the counter LOL

Then the sales assistance keep on introduce the new item to us

Daddy look at us, then we quickly say NONONO NO NEED BUY LE ^^

LOLLL!!


Then the price... FAINT!!

RM708 hmm... 

I thought daddy will scold me right after we step out from the shop

Then I keep push my sister infront haha

Then daddy ask, what’s next?

I answer him, GO EAT LOR! :D


Then pass by Watson, sister says she wants to buy something

Daddy face busuk edi

Then we went in to the shop and buy lor

Not too much lar, RM90 ba

Felt kelian for my dad coz my dad is not rich hais


Then we went to eat

The food over there is so damm expensive

Then we went to Starbucks and bought Chocolate Chips Cream and Yue Bing

Anyway, TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!



Hmm?
Friday, September 18, 2009 / 8:38 PM / Top

Mid Valley :)

With Pipi and laopo again

Hmm... Planned to watch 2 movies today


Gamer

Nice movie!



After that, we went to Sushi King and have our lunch

So delicious! Haha =X




Then we saw a fortune teller machine

We all test test =X haha



My result is...

[Tell you all later]



After that we went to watch another show called “Xia dao Xiao”


Walao I shouted 2 times I think?

Not because of scary but xia dao nia lolz

But also laughing my ass off haha



Before we go back, we bought half dozen of donuts

Reached home :)

We try our donut 1st



Not really delicious lol

Then my laopo took out another donut from refrigerator that her mom bought last nite

Much more delicious and cute haha



Drank shandy D:

I felt my ears hot hot d lolz




Go back room and zi pai hahahaha

Took lots of pic but non of them are look pretty

Simply choose pic and post up here





Need to go dinner with my laopo’s family coz her jiu jiu from USA came

After bath, I tied my hair up haha

Huiki helped me tie de, so nice! Like it so much~ Thx!

Will show it later~




Went to a restaurant :D












All seafood T_T

I hate seafood

But I tried many seafood today

Give myself applause!



After reached home, zi pai again :D

Took many pics coz I like the hair Huiki helped me to tie =P

Sorry if annoyed you coz too many pic haha



Actually all pics almost the same lar =X

HAHAHAHAHA!









After rest awhile, I do mask

Used half an hour to apply on my face lol


SO SCARY!! Haha blek


-END-





No topic
Saturday, September 5, 2009 / 12:03 PM / Top

Laopo and I are so brave

Two more days to trial spm and yet

We are still shopping today =X

We went to Mid Valley and Pipi fetches us again

This time we were going with Moon jie!


After finish make up



I don't edit photo de

Even if I did but its very less

Coz I always look better in photo and I'm ugly in real =(



With laopo :)



On the way


This one got edit but I edit the light effect only coz it's too bright

Reached =]


Lunch first


Moon was so funny

Because Pipi wants to gam fei

Then Moon at there keep on acting the food introducer

Eating the crispy chicken till so delicious





After that, we went to buy movie tickets

Before that, we bought "bing tong wu lou"


Laopo tou pai me haha

I look weird again..

Nvm I'm a weirdo T_T


There's still much time left to watch the movie

And so we went to arcade and have fun there

While walking to the arcade

A ppl came to us and asked us to take photo for them

Is a charity

One photo for RM5 and they will donate

the money to.. donno x_x *didn't listen properly*

So each of us take one photo

Our hands must raise up lol


1st capture

I look so funny and ugly!! Look funny haha =X



So I asked that photographer retake again

Then we went to arcade and have fun!

First we played the basket ball

It was so tiring!!

Suddenly I saw a dancing game called "parapara"

I miss that so much because I used to play that game when I was small

But someone was playing and so we play racing first~

Pipi got 1st

I got 2nd!!

Laopo got 3rd and Moon jie got last haha =X


Then dancing time!

I know I dance weird and ugly but I like to play

Haha I'm sot

Happy happy coz long time no play le!



Then we want to catch the toys hanging in that machine

We want to get this



They used almost RM30 plus plus I think but get nothing

That machine is cheater!! Don't ever play with that!!


Before movie, we went to toilet take pics together



Movie time

Imagine that :D




After the movie, they want to catch the toys again in the arcade

But still they get nothing =(

That machine really a cheater!!


-End-




Shopping Day!
Friday, September 4, 2009 / 11:33 AM / Top


Sunway Pyramid :D

First of all, we went to Nando restaurant and have our lunch 1st








Then we went to Sasa and bought many girl’s thingy there!

I bought many make up stuff there

Such a shopaholic >

Not so serious I think =X

Huiki, Laopo and I total up used RM5xx for make up only

Faint*



On the way back

Aunty belanja me ice cream at McD Drive Thru! Yummy!

I know this pic does look weird > <





Leisure Day
Thursday, September 3, 2009 / 11:16 AM / Top

Early morning, Pipi fetches us to Jusco and watch movie

Just in time when we buy the movie ticket is 5 min right before the movie start

We watch Final Destination

No one can escape from the death > <

Scary~~~


Next, we strolling in the mall and play at the arcade

We played basket ball, car racing, Shooting zombie and photo hunt

So fun! And so tired > <


Lunch time :D

Pizza Hut!!

I don’t feel like eating pizza because last week I ate so many pizza!!

And so I just ordered Chicken Carbonara Spaghetti




Then laopo and I went to McD and bought 2 sundae cone ice cream

Actually I’m really full haha

Don’t know why I feel like eating ice cream

But the ice cream is not really delicious

Maybe I’m overloaded with food


Anyway, thx pipi :D



Merdeka celebration?
Monday, August 31, 2009 / 9:46 PM / Top

 Actually the pic took earlier during the school day

Anyway, Happy Merdeka Day!! *lol*

Love my friends =] <333




Farewell party for relative
Sunday, August 30, 2009 / 9:29 PM / Top


It’s another day after the tiring trip to Malacca

And my grandma brought me a bad news 

that I have to attend a farewell party for my relative at his house

I was like oh no...

I was so tired! AWW!!!


Lazy girl lazy write what’s going on and just let the pics tell you! > <







Anyway, it was so boring on that day and I just sit on the sofa


End =]



One day trip to malacca
Saturday, August 29, 2009 / 9:10 PM / Top

I was awake by my laopo early in the morning

Because we planned to go to 1 Utama with Pipi

After everything was done prepared

We went to 1 Utama with joy~

Pipi wants to change car and so he drop us at playground nearby his house




While finding parking place for car, my phone rang

It was my sister, Suki

She asked me ready up for a trip to Malacca with family and uncle aunties

I was like “HAR?!”

Too bad I disappointed my laopo and Pipi > <

I felt so sorry to both of them

Sorry for letting laopo drop from sky to floor =(

Sorry for wasting Pipi petrol and precious time to fetch me from...

Damansara -> Sg Long -> 1 Utama -> Sg Long -> 1 Utama

And you get nothing haha xD

Anyway I apologize it with my sincere heart <3

On the way back to my house, took photos with my laopo in car



On the way to Malacca, it was so jam

Because there was an accident there






Pic with sister, do I look weird? x_x



Mummy made these! We ate it in the car, delicious!



Daddy driving



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It’s 4pm ++ now

Well, Malacca was famous in chicken rice ball I think?

I thought the ball was a chicken rolled to a balls with rice in it

And.. It’s a rice rolled to a ball with a plate of chicken aside

But it’s really delicious!! I like it!!




After that...

I think I should post more pics than talk..










We went to Jonker Walk

All of us strolled around there

My sister and I bought some girls stuff there haha =x







Dinner time!

On the way, saw a ferries wheel!!


SUPER BIG!!! I LIKE IT I LIKE IT!!!

I swear that I must take a ride on that wheel with my next bf!!

And give my 2nd kiss in my life to him haha so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!!

Hope that ferries wheel can wait me =]


Nyonya =]




I didn’t eat that time because I was quite busy with something

And I’m not hungry though =)

But I tried the fried egg and It’s REALLY DELICIOUS

The soup is too salty I think?

But not too bad x)


It’s 10pm ++ now

On the way back, we have so much laughter in the car

Love my family!

And I felt soooo sorry to someone

Sorry for making you worry but I didn’t mean it

Please don’t get angry > <




Yamcha
Friday, August 28, 2009 / 11:04 AM / Top


Nothing special for today =X

Went to secret recipe yamcha with my laopo and huiki

Actually we just want to yamcha

Then they said they wanted to eat lol

I’m not hungry and I want gam fei so I just order mushroom soup and hot chocolate







Then I went to laopo house overnight again 

We took lots of pics haha



That’s all =X




Sing K
Thursday, August 27, 2009 / 9:29 PM / Top


Huiki, laopo and I went to sing k at Jusco

My laopo said that 10am in the morning has cheaper price

I get prepared everything early in the morning

And they fetched me to Jusco

It’s 9.30am now

The car park was so empty!

And the door hasn’t open yet > <

Too bad three of us have to wait

We waited so long!

It’s really long... *cry*

And I felt so sleepy!

Look at me haha =X



Finally the shopping mall opened

People who waited outside rushed in to the mall

Of coz three of us are not excluded =)

Well, after we reached green box

Of coz is sing k lor

First of all, a people asked us to order 4 foods

Then, we choose song like mad

Keep on click and click

Sing few songs only and It’s already past half an hour


We felt the food over there is too expensive and we wanted to cancel it

But they said it’s too late > <

Nvm if the food is expensive BUT IT’S SO YUCK!




Later, a people came in again and asked us to order 1 more food

Because we booked a room which is for 4 people de

So left 1 more food needed to be served

We told them that we don’t want because it’s expensive and YUCK!

But they said we have to pay even though we don’t want the food

Too bad, wait Pipi come only decide


Pipi came and he ordered a food

My voice is not suitable for singing

I think I use shout haha

I myself listen my voice when I was singing also feel like vomit out my “gak ye choi”

LOL!!


Went to laopo house and stay overnight again > <

Huiki helped me to polish my nails

So nice and I like it so much!



Last but not least, I also wanted to thx huiki for fetching me out

Thx much much much MUCH MUCH MUCH!!





Out with Friends
Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 9:28 PM / Top

Our objective today is movie again!

Live for movie! OH YAY! *peace* ^^v

On the way


Getting lazy to write so many rubbish on my blog

And I don’t think all of you read every single word I wrote on my blog

So... Straight to the point =]



Orphan




Nice movie! Oh my goodness so scary!

I shouted twice I think?

Not too loud for the 1st time but 2nd time.... > <

The sitting position was so weird

[Pipi] [Laopo] [Nick] [ME] [Daniel] 

So it’s difficult to talk to my laopo =(

Nick and Daniel keep on talking to each other

I so kelian *cry*

Anyway they pampered me when I feel scare?

Thx =]


After the movie, went to Friday for lunch

Share food with my laopo

We ordered fish and chips set

And side order, desert


Strolling around the mall then we sit somewhere


After that we went to Mid Valley and play pool

Laopo and I were underage?

Well they still let us in haha =x

Game start!

Wa Pipi was so PRO

Haha maybe because it’s my first time playing

I’m so noob > <

Daniel and Pipi taught me on how to play pool

Everytime I shot in the ball to the hole

I get so excited! Haha!

They have a lame bet

If laopo can’t hit the ball in to the hole

Then she has to kiss Nick

While if I can’t hit the ball in to the hole

I have to kiss Daniel

I was like Oh my goodness?

I don’t wanna to give my 2nd kiss in my life to a guy so fast?

My first kiss... Gave to my ex > <

It’s over =] It’s about 2nd kiss now ok?

Haha =X


Dinner at food court

YUCK!

Not delicious at all!

My laopo wants me to help her to eat the wantan

I eat liao straight vomit out

BEH TAHAN!

YUCK YUCK YUCK!



End =]




Happy 4th "Monthsary" to myself!
Thursday, August 20, 2009 / 8:06 AM / Top

It's been a four months since I broke up with him

I broke my record of single! Gratz to myself~

19th April to 19th August is like a dream

I have started to feel the boringness in my life =.=

Although I still miss my ex but I still have to continue with my life

AWWWWWW!! But I don't feel like having a bf right nowwww

But somtime I feel like getting a bf to love and to be love

But it is so hard!! Maybe my requirement is too high :(

Confusing -.-

Anyway...

HAPPY 4TH "MONTHSARY" TO MYSELF!!

haha xD




Cupcake Chic!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 / 10:37 AM / Top


Thx Cherie for helping me buy the Cupcakes <3 >

I like the box so much! 
The cupcakes are delicious too :)








Met up with Nick!
Monday, August 10, 2009 / 9:11 AM / Top

LOL I was updating my blog and Leou Gyn came and kacau me =X
I want to update the post on last saturday
I met with net friend! His name is Nick
I knew him since few years ago through online game, O2Jam
Then, after the game was closed, I play another game call maplestory :)
He was playing that game too!! xD
O2Jam - DjNickz
Maple - l3al3yMag3


Ok. Back to last saturday
Laopo and I planned to meet Nick up today
Pipi came all the way to our house and fetch us from Damansara to Pavilion
Thx Pipi ~
Nick brought his friend from his college
While laopo and I brought pipi
Our objective today was meet up together and watch a movie called G.I Joe
After we had bought our ticket, we went to have our "high tea" at Starbucks

Share drink with san :D


Yummy!



NICE!! MUST WATCH YA!!



After the movie, we went to have our lunch at food court
Pipi, laopo and I ate pan mee =.=
While Nick ordered zap fan haha
His friend Daniel ordered a fried chicken?
While eating, we chat and Daniel said something weird =.=^
Click this and check it out! xD

Pan mee :)


Went to Forever 21 and shopped around
While trying the sun glasses, suddenly Daniel asked me a question

Daniel : How many percentage is he qualifiy to be your bf? *Pointing Nick*

Me : Har? *Blurring*

Nick : Dont play lar! Don't care him ok, he always fool around with girls around me

Daniel : (He repeats the question again)

Me: Erm... He got study lar... Give him 20%... The rest I don't know coz I don't know his attitude

Daniel : Wa 20% only ar

Me : Everyone has 0% but ppl who study I give him 20%, not enuff meh?

(Nick was blushing)


Everyone was looking and pointing at him and laugh
First time in my life I saw a guy blushing LOL
Whole day give Daniel zat =.=^
Nvm lar I knew he was joking haha

Then, we captured many pictures of us
All of us were keep finding a professional to help us take photo
Suddenly Daniel came with a girl and that girl helped us to take photo
I felt so weird so my smile looks weird haha
Coz I "tahan" myself from laughing lol

What is he doing? =.=^


Looks like we knew each other for a long time but actually we don't


His real is better than pic









On the way back
<333>




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During night time, my sister and I have dinner with laopo's family
So delicious! Love it!
















Laopo took this pic lol



We have lots of fun while eating coz my sister is so SWT lol
But I gastric :(
Then, laopo's parents fetched us back home
Thx korkor (san daddy) and lenglui (san mummy) !!


-END-




hey
/ 8:08 AM / Top

hello,leougyn here..
goodmorning everyone~
enen is sitting right beside me
she looks blur..=_=


Fong Sang [Cantonese]
Sunday, August 2, 2009 / 2:56 PM / Top


As my last post had mention that I stay overnight at laopo house
I slept at 5am and awake by laopo's mother at 8.30am
But I don't feel sleepy haha =P
The reason why her mom awake us because we need to go Ulu Yam "fong sang" [cantonese]
Which is set living things free =.=

On the way to Ulu Yam =]


Reached.





Living things that we are going to set them free





We waited there for 1 and a half hour only they start the ceremony
Sob sob T_T~








After that, we went to somewhere and ate out lunch over there
I ate a lot and I was so full haha



Dating with Laopo~!! <3
Saturday, August 1, 2009 / 10:06 PM / Top


Buzz buzz!! Buzz Buzz!! (Phone ringing)

Me: Wei? (Still sleeping)

Huiki: Wei! Today go Pavilion ar! Faster go and prepare now! We will go and fetch u after half an hour!
Me: Oh.. Ok... (So sleepy =.=)

Huiki: Faster! Wake up now!

Huisan: Ask her prepare everything before i come! If not I kill her! (background sound)

Huiki: Faster wake up now and prepare!! Now is 10am, we will be there at 10.30am! Khaii wont wait you de! Faster go toilet now!

Me: I will de lar... Okok... (Still sleepy)

Huiki: En! Ok lar! Bye~

Me: Oh... (T_T)

Conversation ended.

I quickly wake up from my lovely bed and went to prepare everything
After I done with everything and I took a pic of myself =]


It's almost 11am already lol
I sambil online sambil wait~
Suddenly my laopo said we are not going to Pavilion but Jusco
I was like lol? 

After laopo and I have reached  the Jusco shopping mall
We went to buy movie tickets first
Because our objective today is movie!
We bought 2 movies tickets
2pm - Overheard [couple seat]
4pm - The Proposal [normal seat]

While waiting the hall to open, we wait outside the cinema
Right beside the cinema, there's a k box there
And we saw a couple very ...
They kiss lai kiss qu and touch here touch there
LOL~
I look at them and wanted to show them that they are so "cute"
But they never notice that I'm looking at them


It's time for movie! I felt so excited because I like to watch movie =)


Overheard is nice
30mins before the movie ends, I went to xuxu and I missed some excited part
SOB~!

After the movie ended, we have to go for another movie, The Proposal
Before we catch up with the next movie, we went to Jusco and bought some sushi
Later on, we saw a junk food and it seldom sell on the market
Or maybe I didn't notice
The junk food is really delicious and I like it so much!


It left 3 packets now and laopo quickly take 2 packets and passes 1 packet for me
Then I asked her, are you going to eat it at home?
And she answered yes
I wanted to ask her whether the junk food I'm holding now is mine or hers
And when she answered me it's hers, I wanted to take another 1 for myself
But suddenly the other aunty came and holding the last packet on her hand and look at it
Then laopo and I hope that she won't buy it
Unfortunately, she put that junk food on her trolley

Ok it's time to watch another movie
The Proposal is very nice and it's very funny!
I like it so much~!


I hope that I can meet a guy like him~
Actually guy I'm looking for must be gentleman, doesn't have to be handsome but good looking, caring, doesn't have to be rich but not poor
Last but not least, HE MUST LOVES ME WITH HIS TRUE HEART!!
p/s : I love caring boy =X

Well, lets stick to the topic
Before we went back, I accompanied my laopo to buy manila card for her sister
she choose lai choose qu choose dao so long =.=


Then, YAU ZAM GAI and huiki came and fetch us back home
THX YAU ZAM GAI aka Mr.Khaii =P

I went back to my laopo house and have dinner with her family



Her mother gift me a dress as my birthday present
The dress that she gift me is from Club Monaco and it's really expensive
Thx aunty very much!
And also thx for the dinner =]

I decided to went to my laopo house and stay overnight
And now I'm using huiki's macbook to blog =P
Haha~
That's all for today!
Good night everyone! <3


LOVE YOU ALL~!! =P




Random post =P
Thursday, July 30, 2009 / 10:28 PM / Top

Hearts Babe ROX ~~

Maple ROX =P

(From right to left)

okittydollyo (sansan) - She was showing L

xl3abyKittyx (me) - I showing O

Xia0Viva (moon) - She was showing V

l3abieQix (huiki) - She was showing E

Twinkerlyn (nami) - She is princess haha

Love all of you~ <3




Prize Giving!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 / 5:16 PM / Top


I got top 10 percentile in class 2008!
I got 3rd place :) laopo get 2nd haha
I was so happy and excited for the prize giving day~
Today, I went up on stage and shaked hand with Datin Freida our school chairman
And I received a medal with my name on it
WA~ HAPPY HAPPY!!
I hope that I can go on stage again next year =]
Wish me luck in SPM!
[ Photos will be uploaded when I got it from laopo ]
-Tired of everything-



Everyone don't get misunderstand
I'm not "lanc"
Laopo asked me to do so =.=


Can you see my name? haha






My leg injured again!
Monday, July 27, 2009 / 9:14 PM / Top

Just now my grandma cooked supper for me

I went to the kitchen and took my food and ran to the living room

I kicked something and I don't care coz that's normal haha

I used to sambil eat sambil watch tv~

Then while I eating, I felt my leg was so pain

I thought it will be alright soon

Manatau few mins later I cant stand the pain anymore

And I take a look at my leg

IT'S BLEEDING!!

I take pic again =.=v

After done with taking pic with my bleeding leg~

I shout and ran to my grandma there and said...

IT'S BLEEDING!!

Then my grandma quickly use tissue and helps me to wipe off the blood

But the blood keep on flow out and out, non-stop

Then my grandma use cotton and balut my leg

Still I feel pain :(





Out with jie again =)
Saturday, July 25, 2009 / 9:46 PM / Top

We planned to go Leisure Mall shop around and hav my hair cut
But before that, we decided to go to our parents' house first
and ask money from dad
Then, my daddy called me and asked us to have dinner with him

On the way to daddy house
Look fierce? haha

So pro lol
Just too wu lian then I took this pic haha

While waiting daddy at parents' house
My jie took this pic for me =P

After the dinner, my dad gave us money and he went back
While my sister and I continue to shop at Leisure Mall

First, I went to cut my hair first
As you all know that my hair look messy
But the hairstylist said that even after I cut my hair it will be the same too
He adviced to me straighten my hair but it cost me RM348





So he asked me to come back at 9th of September
coz by the time they got 50% promotion
I felt so sad and walked out from the shop

Then I went to Sasa and bought somethings
After that I shop around and went back home with peace ^^v



Happy Birthday Laopo!
Friday, July 24, 2009 / 5:25 PM / Top

After school, Cherie and I went to laopo house and ready up to Sunway Pyramid
Pic before we go to SP :)

Then, we headed to Sunway Pyramid
We waited for her friends and gather together and went to a restaurant called Itallianies
Due to my stomach has over loaded with takoyaki and so I didnt eat too much
Not only that, I felt that the food over there is not taste that I like
Especially the mushroom with chicken on top, it makes me almost vomit










Pipi ordered too many food and everyone can't finish it
Pipi started to sweat haha lol
Very rajin in eating haha

He tried his best xD



His laughing on how to finish up the food lol



Sweet couple~ <3



They were busy chatting =X



Who took this pic? lol


We decided to take away food that are left over
Then 2 waitors came with an ice cream cake
They asked her to stand on the chair and tell us about her
She is very shy and shaking
Waitor named her as Ms.Shakey haha
Then everyone sang a birthday song for her









After that, YAU ZAM GAI fetched us back :) Thx khaii~
I felt so tired and my legs was bitten by insect! SO itchy!
Once I reached her house, I straight clean up everything and went to the bed haha
Before I clean up, I also got zi lian a bit geh =P




Anyway~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOPO! <3
And also...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIKI! <3



LAZY~
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 / 8:17 PM / Top

So long never update my blog
I'm too lazy to update!
Today I have normal classes like usual
During BM class, I felt a little painful nearby my stomach and legs
I sensed that my period is coming
And... Tada!! It really came =.=v
I quickly went to the toilet and put the pad on

After lunch, my class have double period of moral lesson
I felt so uncomfortable and painful with period pain
I could not stand anymore and I laid my head down on table
Teacher doesn't care and did not ask me to wake up
Pei Shuen and laopo keep make fun of me haha~ Love them <3
My classmates said that I look like a "sei yu" =.=

After school, I went back home and have a short nap until 6pm
Supposingly I have Account tuition at 7pm
I still felt a little pain with my "ah yi"
With my lazyness, I have decided to cancel the Account tuition
Teacher asked me not to cancel the class again or else she can't finish the syllabus
And asked me to take care too :) Thx teacher ^^

SPM is coming! 
I am getting panic with it coz I haven't even start to study
I decided to start from tonite! 
I think this is the X times for me to make this decision since few months ago haha
Paiseh... I must gambateh edi
As I said.. I am too lazy~

I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~
I am a lazy girl~


L A Z Y


Happy Belated Birthday to MYSELF!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 12:05 AM / Top


Tonight I went to my parent's house and celebrated my belated birthday
After we make up, we take pic together using my sis webcam!
Aww do we look alike? HAHA~


As you all know that I'm very zi lian
Everywhere anywhere
Whenever I am boring I will zi pai~
Some of the pics I will not show up here
Because here is not album but a blog :D
So if you want to see more pics, pls do visit my frenster's album
The food was not ready yet and so I zi lian again in toilet~
HAHA~

OK stop with my zi lian pic~
Just start the party!!

Delicious!!

Cheese "Chiffon" Cake~ YUMMY!!

Chicken pie!! I LIKE THIS!!!

Happy Belated Birthday to myself...

My cake so big weeeeeeeee~

My sister and my mom~

My family! Like them ^^

While singing birthday song...
My daddy washing plates inside =.=
SOB T_T

OK It's time to make a wish!!
You all should know what I wished?

My brothers and sister!
The one who standing so shy~~ HAHA!!
He wants to run away but my right hand was holding him LOLX
Me and him having hand war at the back? xD

I so happy tonight~
First of all I want to thanks my mom for making all the foods and cakes for me
Thx for everything~
And thx you guys who wish me happy birthday
especially ppl who wish me ON TIME which is 12am ^^

This are the ppl who wish me at 12 am
-Suki (my sis)
-Huisan (my laopo)
-Huiki (my laopo's sis)
-Yau Zam Gai (my laopo's sis's bf)
-Waibee (ji mui)
-Kinchoong (ji mui LOL!)
-Wei Keat (Lancy <-- his nick )
-Kok Sam (Kor)
-Crazydog (kor)
-(Maple dear)
-Kaiyueh (he also bday)
-Ping Shien (Greeny guy xD)
-Chaz (Thx your song)
-Wang gua (maple fren)
-Edmond (fren)
-Nelson (fren)
-Kwok (YO NI HEN ZHUN SHI)
-Jack (You are so late so i put you in last! haha)

And also thx to ppl who have wish me happy birthday ^^
I like you guys~
Ppl who did not wish me it's ok
Maybe coz you don't have my handphone number?
*zi wo an wei* SOB
 
-END-




Worst day in my Life!
Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 5:42 PM / Top

Today I got my first present from Lee Yan
Thx so much!
Supposed the present has made my day
But there's unhappiness after the school is over
I will talk about it later
Today form 5 students have cambridge exam
We took the CPE standard
So HARD! 4 papers ALL tembak
I can't even do a question, AT ALL!
We did the exam from 9am to 4.30pm
NONSTOP!!! But we rest for 5 mins before each paper starts
So hungry leh~ We ate our lunch after paper 2 was finished
Then my sad thing came...
I brought my handphone to school
and I got catched by the head prefect, DAVID KAM
And many things happen after that..
I felt so sad!
Supposed I had already started to put him down
Supposed I had already started to stop from suffer
But, today's case made me think of him
Because everytime I sad, I will find him and cry to him
And I suddenly think of Pui Yee's blog title
Where were you when I needed you the most...........


Boring life~
Sunday, June 14, 2009 / 4:19 PM / Top

Long time didn't update my blog liao~
Let's talk about what I do for this 2 weeks holiday ba
I wake up online then sleep =D
This is what I do for this holiday
Then I realise that...
I did not do any holiday homework!!!
Hais... Don't want to care anymore
Swine flu is coming!!! Government pls close the school!!!
T______________T


Tagggggggg
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 2:30 PM / Top

TAGGED BY Mitzi ,

1. Who are you?
A girl

2. Are we friends?
No~Liang mu nv~

3. When and how did we meet?
O2jam

4. Did you like me at all?
Yar OF COZ!

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
LUILUI~Coz you are my luilui~

6. Describe me in one word.
LENGLUI :D

7. What was your first impression?
WA~

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
YES~

9. What reminds you of me.
Hmm... Don't know...

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
A kiss~

11. How well do you know me?
I don't know xD

12. When's the last time you saw me?
Nvr seen before~

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
I love u~

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
Don't know =P

15. What is my best attribute?
Active

Tagged,
Huisan
Huiki
Waibee


My leg!!
Sunday, May 31, 2009 / 9:30 PM / Top


My grandma and her frens is playing mahjong now

I accidentally bang my injured leg to somewhere

SO PAIN!!! SOB!!!

Then I cried to my grandma

She asked me to wash it and stick a plaster

Then while I washing, I show my shang kou to my grandma and her frens

Then one of the auntie said I must go and see doctor

If not I will be very dangerous

Then I cried and said I don't want... Tmr got school T_T

Is very important and is a MUST to go...

Then the auntie said " Your life important or school important?!"

You think urself lar!! U really nid to see doctor as soon as possible!!

HAIS!! SOB!! I don't want...
-------------------------------------------------
Just came back from clinic :(
I told the doctor that I don't want injection
BUT HE SAY MUST!!! OH NO!!!
So pain T_T
Luckily I got go clinic, if not I'm leaving this world :(
CHOI!!!! Touch wood!!!!


Meeting with Kwok~
/ 8:19 PM / Top


Kwok, my new friend date me out today
He came my house and fetch me to Leisure Mall
It's very funny bcoz he is buta jalan
He came all the way from Sunway to my house
Which is Sg Long, he used 2 hours to reach my place
After we reached Leisure Mall, it's already 2:30pm
We went to the cinema and buy tickets
The show is 2:45pm and 5pm
He wanted to buy 5pm because he hasn't take his lunch yet
So he chose the 5pm show
After that, we went to the McDonald and have his "lunch" there
Because I had already eaten my lunch at my house
So, I "watched" him eating his delicious lunch, haha


After that, we still got 2 more hours to spend ._.

I don't know what to do

I just walk around~

Then we went to the Baskin Robbins and he belanja me eat

I told him I want single scoop can le

Then he help me to order lor~

Manatau that girl give us so big de ice-cream

So sorry I wasted his money because I cannot finish it up

And I felt so bad :(

I think of him again

I felt so sad and I cried

And I so paiseh make him until don't know what to do

Then finally 5pm already!!!!

The show is so scary, so many robot

I scare robot so much

Will robots control our human one day? :(

Then we went back home coz I really tired

-END-



100 Truths
Saturday, May 30, 2009 / 7:14 PM / Top

[100 truth] tagged by Shuk Khuan

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : Carbonara spagetti
2. Last phone call: Sherman
3. Last text message: Edmond
4. Last song you listened to: Forgot
5. Last time you cried: Forgot

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Ya
7. Been cheated on: I don't know
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Ya
10. Been depressed: Ya
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. PINK
13. black
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Ya
16. Fallen out of love: Ya
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: Ya
19. Found out who your true friends were: Ya
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Don't know
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I don't know
23. How many kids do you want?: No plan
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: No
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Shop with him (ex bf)
27. What time did you wake up today: 11 am
28. What were you doing at midnight: Listen song
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM & College
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 7 days ago I think...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Environment
32. What are you listening to right now : Annoying voice of Adrian Bong Man Yu
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Msn noices and Adrian voice
35. Most visited webpage: Friendster & blogger
36. Whats your real name: Ng Suk Yan
37. Nicknames: enen, yan
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Gemeni
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Primary School?: SJK(C), Batu 11, Sri Cempaka Cheras
42. Secondary School?: Sri Cempaka Cheras
43. High school/college/university?: Nobody knows the future
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Don't know
48: What do you like about yourself?: Nothing good about me
49. Piercings: Ears
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Brain to stomach
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend : Forgot
55. First sport you joined: Running
56. First vacation: Forgot
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Finished
60. Drinking: Finished
61. I'm about to: Chat in MSN
62. Listening to: Nothing
63. Waiting on: My future love

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: Cute
65. Get Married?: Of coz
66. Career?: Don't know

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: Yes
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Yes
95. Did you sing today?: No
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: The first day I knew him
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 5th June 2008
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : No
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes

FIVE lucky ppl to do tis quiz :
1. Suki
2. Huisan
3. Huiki
4. Waibee
5. Kinchoong


Tag!
/ 6:50 PM / Top

Tagged by Sook Yee

遊戲規則:被點到名字的人要在自已的blog裡寫下答案。去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題,再加上一個新的,傳給其它8個人。列出其它8個被點名的人,到他們的blog裡留言通知。被點名者不得拒絕。被點名的人將會得到大家的祝福(認真),並且所有願望都會實現。

01.你認為分手後的男女朋友還能做普通朋友嗎?
答∶Yes if he wants to

02.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼?
答:True friendship

03.最近最鬱悶的事?
答:LOVE

04.最受不了自已哪個缺點?
答:Look, body, attitude

05.遇到喜歡的人,你是勇敢表白還是默默關注?
答:默默關注

06.說出點你名的人的3個優點?
答: Sook Yee [ Bring happiness, Good, kind ]

07.你現在最想擁有的是什麼?
答:Money and ppl that I love and crazy with him

08.你的夢想是什麼?
答:Go Japan with my love

09.喜欢现在的生活吗?
答:Not really

10.满意自己的容貌?
答: NO!

11.什么人是你最欣賞的?
答:Responsible and Clever

12.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事情是什麼?還想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼?
答:Secret

13.十年之後,你想過什麼樣的生活?你打算如何實現呢?
答:I wan to be a rich shopaholic woman with SUPER rich husband

14.有想過放棄現有生活去流浪嗎?如果有,為的是什麼?
答: NO

15.如果中樂透三億會怎麼辦?
答: Buy everything that I want

16.如果不幸負債400萬,你打算如何償還債務?
答: Pay back slowly

17.如果有男/女友的你喜欢上另一个你心中的梦中情人,你会怎么做?
答:Don't know

18.喜欢怎样的另一半?
答:Responsible, Clever, and Care, MOST IMPORTANT NOT A PLAYBOY

19.一個月多少錢才算OK?
答:RM3000

20.最想到哪里举行婚礼?
答:Beach side

21.雖然很八股題了,但還是想問一下,愛人好還是被愛好?
答:被愛好

22.有什麼不可告人的怪癖?
答:I don't know

23.最希望自己具備哪一種超能力?
答: Can erase sad memories

Who i want to tag is:
1.Huisan
2. Huiki
3. Suki
4. Waibee
5. Kinchoong
6. Mitzi
7. Jackie
8. Shukkhuan


Hurt with laughter?
Friday, May 29, 2009 / 8:33 PM / Top




After I updated my blog for my dearest sister
I went to the toilet and bath
Then I accidentally stepped on something and my leg hurt
The blood flew like water and first thing I do is rush out and take pics!
HAHA~ I so brave nehx~~!!
My popo very funny... HAHA~
My popo keep on scold me and say me STUPID!!
So many ppl scold me stupid...
Am I really stupid? I don't want to be a stupid girl :(
The floor has many footsteps with my blood on it
My popo scold me that I very stupid sure dunno how to clean it up
Then I said "I'm not a kid anymore! I'm clever enough! I will clean it myself!"
Then she said " Clever enough then you won't go and step it lor!"
Then I "......." Speechless =.=^
Then she said "ZAN HAI YAN CHUN MOU YOK YI!!!" (Cantonese)
Then she mopped the floor sambil scold me...
Then finally she quiet for a minute...
I saw her mouth want to open again...
Then I shout "OK!!OK!!OK!!!"
HAHAHAHA
I keep on laughing and laughing but actually I felt hurt
HAIS~
PICS~




















Special Update for my Dearest Sis
/ 7:38 PM / Top

My school is having debate for this whole week
My laopo and I went to school for 2 days only
Hais~ Nothing special actually~
Just felt excited for my coming birthday
Don't know what and how many present I gonna get on that day
I don't think anyone remember or care about my birthday
I shiok sendiri nia, haha~
But I don't want to be alone on my birthday
I want to celebrate!
I want to hang out with my frens on that day!
I want to take lots of pic!
YES!! I'm planning!!


Out with family!
Saturday, May 23, 2009 / 8:51 PM / Top


Today I went to Mid Valley with my family
As you all know that my family love to eat
We went to Madame Kwan and ate our lunch?
I think is breakfast, lunch and dinner for me

Hmm... I asked my mom what happen to me
Why I feel so hungry but when I eaten 1 or 2 scoop then I full edi
And also feel like vomit it out
My mother told me that I got 厌食症⋯⋯
HAIS!
I want to eat MORE AND MORE!!!
Hope I get well soon~

Madame Kwan always makan ppl de duit de =.=^

After that, It's very late already
Then, my father gave me and my sis some money
And ask us to take taxi back because my sister and I want to shop
I got RM300 and my sister got RM250
I was like WHAT?!
What can I buy with that little amount of money
Too bad...

We just went in to 2 shops then went back le
Because we used up all the money ^^
LOL!!
And this 2 packet cost us RM578
I feel like finding a rich guy as my boyfriend LOLZ
A guy who can gives me an unlimited credit card



JIA YOU!
Friday, May 22, 2009 / 8:07 PM / Top


This few days I felt myself very weird
I am very hungry but when I eat 1 to 2 scoop then I don't feel like eating anymore
I am not full or hungry but i really cannot swallow it
But I know for my own good
I have to finish it up
But after eating I feel like the food is going to vomit it out
Hais... I really not happy since I broke up with him
Hope I can find a guy that really appreciate me, love me and care me
But I think I want to single now until I meet the right person
Sukyan JIAYOU~~~ xD




Oh no! Tmr Math Exam!!
Monday, May 18, 2009 / 10:57 PM / Top

It's kinda busy day for me
Busy in studying Math or English?
I busy online nia =.=
See how busy i am today >.<
Haha~ I so pro~
I'm noob in Math and yet I did not do anything about it
And now I'm starting to worry about it!!!!
What to do!!
Nobody teach me how to do!!
I don't want to get fail again
I don't want to see Mr.Leong disappointed on me again
HAIS~ Talk so much also useless!

Better start now!! @@



Leisure day
Saturday, May 16, 2009 / 8:51 PM / Top


Today my sister, adrian and I went to Jusco
We planned to watch movie
But because there are some movies my sis had watched it
So we decided to shop around
First of all, we went to toilet and we took lots of pics
So zi lian haha~


Those photos that I took are not going to post it up all here
You all can view it at my frienster that i just opened recently
Then, we went to a restaurant called "Old Town" and have our lunch there
After the lunch, we went to McDonald and have our desert there~
WOW we so pro in eating~
But my sis said that I'm getting skinny now? I don't think so ==
We ate ice cream~
Then we went back lor...
That's all ^^

I'm so proud of myself that I did not study for this Mid Year Exam
I think I will work hard in Trial :)
JIA YOU!!




:)
Friday, May 15, 2009 / 10:05 PM / Top

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what’s real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cause I'm being taken over by Fear



Thursday, May 14, 2009 / 8:19 PM / Top

Tagged by Pei Pei~ ~ 

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
lips still :) 

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Here comes another day

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
Twinkerlyn

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Yes

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
I don't know

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Nope

8. What does your last text message say ?
Private =X

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Exam

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
YES!

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
11.30pm but I slept at 12.30am 

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Not buy one

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes...

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
My kor...

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. San
2. Eki
3. Waibee
4. Mitzi 
5. Jackie
6. Kinchoong
7. Suki

8. Khaii 
9. Pingshien
 
10. Shuk Khuan



15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
My friend

16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Not love but friend :)

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
Same as mine

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Don't know

20.Is no.4 single ?
I think so

21. Say something about no.2 .
Good ppl~

22. What do you think about no.3 no.6 being together ?
LAUGH MY *** OFF LOL!!!

23. Describe no.9 .
Greeny ==

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
Mou ngan tai

25. Do you like 8 ?
Yes as a friend


Update!
/ 12:10 AM / Top

Hais~ Sorry for not updating my blog this few days~
Because I have no mood to update my blog
and also I'm having exam this two weeks
But actually I did not study lar~
Just busy online still~ Just lazy update my blog nia~

First of all~ I want to talk about last weekend~
I went shopping nonstop for 3 days
Which is Friday, Saturday and Sunday
I am very happy that I met my friends from maple :)
Especially Twinkerlyn and XiaoViwa~
Twinkerlyn is really tian zhen~ Like a kid~
She's came all the way from Singapore with her family and stay at laopo house
Happy to be with her because it's very comfortable~
Xiaoviwa pula~ Very funny! But her voice is very nice! ^^

On Friday~ Which is the day Twinkerlyn reached her house
We went to Times Square and met her "brother"
Her brother brought his friends too
Then we ate something over there
His brother's friends are so naughty, keep on curi take me and san pic
I was so unlucky that my pic was caught by his friend!
So ugly!! EEEE!!!

Next day~ Which is Saturday~
We went to Sunway~
Twinkerlyn met many friends
Then we all went to Cheong K~
I did not sing coz my voice is not suitable for singing o~
UGLY VOICEEEE haha =X
My friends said that I wasted my money~

Last but not least, finally I'm free now
I need to put down everything~
I have to forget everything
All cheer for me, I can do it!!!



一个男孩的心声
Thursday, May 7, 2009 / 12:27 PM / Top

这个是我从一个网站得来的~
男生们一定要读啊!

一个男孩的心声:


当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时 你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱
我是男孩,我理解男孩的心情,我也知道在青春期的时候,我们对女孩,尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇.并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是,我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法,甚到提出性要求。而女孩呢,说真的,当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候,是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要,为了不让心爱的男友失望,尽管她们的心里充满恐 惧,一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情?在要发生的那一刻,她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕,焦虑和不安,并不是满足和欲望!在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢?我们有没有注意到她们的表情?有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受?

我说了我也是男孩,因此,我知道,在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄,让自己很久的愿望得到实现.曾经我也和很多人一样,想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系,并且向她提出了我的要求,像我说的那样她答应了。我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么,也不知道究竟要发生些什么。我猜当时的她只知道:"这是我男友的愿望,是他想要的,我就要满足他,只要他高兴就好。”女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候,我抬起头看了她一眼,当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候,我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如,难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟,许下的那些誓言.通通都是在骗她吗 我真的爱她吗 我感觉得到她在发抖 我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句:"你害怕吗?"她睁开眼睛看着我,我看得到她的泪,她点点头.接着我又说了一句:"那我们还是不要做了. ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄我又再一次看到了,我爱的她美丽的笑容,她抱住了我开心的说了一句:"我爱你!"我突然间觉得很开心,很快乐,这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐,我发现那个也并不是很重要了,我还有更重要的,那就是她,我最爱的宝贝.

我说我的故事只是想说一点,当女孩爱上男孩的时候,她们愿意为我们做任何的事情,付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔,但是,我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情?学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们,也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!


男孩子,你们听见了吗?


爱他不一定要拥有他
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 / 8:45 PM / Top



今天有人告诉我说⋯
爱一个人不一定要拥有他⋯
看戏看得多都听过很多类似的词
以为自己很明白它的道理
原来今天我才真正的明白它的意思
我不是放弃
我会等他直到我生命的另一半出现
如果我真的不能拥有他
我在这里祝他幸福快乐



I'm not feeling well :(
/ 2:50 PM / Top

I'm not feeling well

SOOO XINNN KUUUU

Now at school and having physics

I flu for the whole day in school and i rub my nose until so red

I felt my body so hot :(

After reach home I want to have a nice sleep first

SO SLEEPY!



我看到都哭了 "❤"
Monday, May 4, 2009 / 6:56 PM / Top

女孩對男孩說...

ㄟ...你知道貝殼ㄉ傳說嗎?

聽說只要找到一個兩片密和的粉紅色貝殼一起丟入海裡...

 那一對戀人就能永遠在一起ㄝ......

男孩說...

怪怪...小傻瓜,你也會相信這種傳說ㄚ?

放心啦...就算不用貝殼我們也能永遠在一起的!

我會盡心盡力的!你就別多想了!

 女孩微笑的對男孩說...

嗯......我們不需要貝殼的...

 .......................................................

幾個月之後...

女孩消失了......

手機關機...家中電話變成空號.........

 男孩用盡所有力量就是找不到她...男孩絕望了...認為她騙了他...

不久後...

男孩變了一個人...打架鬧事、酗酒、混幫...

......................................................

女孩的朋友問女孩...

 你不會後悔没告訴他嗎?

 女孩說...

 不會的...我不想讓他知道我的病...我寧願躲他...

 女孩的朋友說...

怕他為你哭?為你難過...?

女孩點點頭......

女孩的朋友說...

那你走了後...我要告訴他嗎?

女孩沒有回應...只是拿起v8給朋友說...

幫我拍好嗎?拍完替我交給他...

女孩的朋友接過v8

恩......那我開始嚕...

.......................................

女孩的朋友在男孩生日會時找到了男孩...

女孩的朋友說:給你的!

男孩豪邁的笑說:唉呀...你給我禮物ㄚ...是不是對我有意思ㄚ?

跟那個人一樣?想玩我喔?

女孩的朋友沒说話...只留著淚對他說...

你看完就知道了

男孩錯愕...回家后馬上把帶子放出來...

看到女孩的身影...她坐在病床上微笑的說...

記得貝殼的傳說嗎?

我有跑去找呢...

但我還是沒找到反而弄了一身髒呢...你一定會罵我傻瓜吧?

其實......我真的想找到它...因為我想跟你永遠在一起...

男孩冷哼了一聲...

畫面中女孩哽咽的說...

我知道你很恨我為什麼躲你...

你一定想說我騙你...

但你知道我為什麼要去找貝殼嗎?

因為...我沒辦法用自己的力量去跟你到永遠...

這個帶子是我拜託小琳拍的...算是我給你的遺書吧......

男孩錯愕

因為......我得了胃癌...醫生說...活不到半年了所以我才躲你的...

你知道嗎...

我本來不想跟你說的

但我怕小琳去跟你說时你會罵小琳...所以.........

我想或許你收到時我的生命可能剩不到幾天吧......

我是來跟你說.....

我愛你...的...

女孩嘆息說...

現在的我真的需要貝殼吧....

男孩眼前蒙上一塵薄霧...

忽然畫面模糊了...

只聽到...女孩柔柔的聲音說 ...

宇...我愛你...再見了...

男孩的淚流了出來...

男孩慢慢的把帶子退出來...

對著皮包裡那個合照說...

我也愛你...

...................................................

幾天後...

女孩的朋友到男孩的家去接男孩...

女孩的朋友问...

你真的找到了那個貝殼喔?

男孩答...

恩......什麼時候會讓朋友進去祭拜?

女孩的朋友說...等等吧...

他們進入女孩的祭堂...

男孩對女孩說...

你真壞ㄚ...比我先走了...

害我還去找了貝殼...我已經把另一片丟入海了...

這是你的...

男孩把貝殼丟進火裡說...

你也把它丟入海吧...

那我們一定能在下輩子永遠在一起的...

男孩吻著女孩留給他的項鍊說......

這個給我了...就當我送你貝殼的代價...

還有ㄚ,你手上的戒指不能丟喔...

那是我跟你結婚的證據喔...

就這樣了...祭師在罵我了...

不過我還是得說這句话...不管忌不忌諱...因為我都娶你了ㄚ...

那句話就是...

我愛你...

還有...我不會忘記貝殼的傳說的...


————————————————————————
希望你们会珍惜身边每一个对你好的人
该争取的就去争取
可能多一步幸福就在你前面了
不要等到失去了才后悔
————————————————————————





Family day ^o^ "❤"
Saturday, May 2, 2009 / 10:16 PM / Top


We decided to go to Mid Valley today!
Not with friends or bf? Opps! I am single now :)
But family~
As you all know that I did not stay with my parents
And so, my sister fetched me and grandma to my parents house
and then we went to Mid Valley together in a car

On the way to parents house

The shirt I'm wearing is from my EX-bf
My sis said that I look skinny with that shirt
HAPPY ^o^

While waiting them outside their house
I look so fat! Trying to reduce my weight now ^^

My little brother! He is so cute! I like him so much!

On the way to MV

First of all, after we reached there
we went to a restaurant called Madame Kwan
The food over there is so delicious
Too bad that I forgot to take pic
But, my sister and I took photos for my family but I'm not inside





Do I look like my dad? Maybe~ x)

Billing time o.o
Cheap or expensive?
It's expensive for me :(

My mom, Suki and ME! *Just ignore that 3 girls behind x)*
After that, we went to Jusco and bought a lot of things
Actually not to said that it's "A Lot"
It's just 2 small trolley of things
But it cost my dad RM545.65


When the cashier shows my dad the price
Then my dad took out his platinum credit card
But he doesn't willing to give him LOL!
And keep on ask him " Ada kira salah tak? "
I was like so swt =.=lll
Heart pain for my daddy :(
One thing I have to tell you all that my family is very PRO in eating
We went to "Chilis" and eat again :D

The right side was alcohol and the waiter asked for IC from me and my sis
They said we have to be at age 18 only are allow to drink it
Of coz I cannot drink lor :(
But then my mother asked me to curi-curi drink when the waiters are not around
It taste good! But I felt my body was so hot inside~




My daddy's car :D

LOL of coz I'm joking =.=
My daddy very poor :( How can he affort a car like this
Anyway, Nightsssss! :D



I'm a brave girl "❤"
Friday, May 1, 2009 / 8:50 PM / Top


I don't know why I'm getting brave now
I have not done any homework yet
Not only that, I went out with my sister today~
Actually my plan for today was going out with my laopo
But I'm late and so I cannot accompany her already :(
Sorry san laopo =X
After I woke up, my sister, grandma and I went out to Leisure mall today
We decided to watch movie
Before the movie start, we went to popular and have some reading

We watched a movie called X-man origin:Wolverin 


Photo edited by my sister~

My grandma watched that movie too ==
She kept asked me is the movie over now?
LOL~~~
On the way back~

PEACEEEEEE!


Anyway, although I broke with him already
But I still love him :)
Muaks~ Good night all~




Hate "❤"
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 12:04 AM / Top


Hate school :(
Hate exam :(
Hate spm :(
Hate me :(
Hate :(


No Appetite "❤"
Friday, April 24, 2009 / 12:44 PM / Top


People said that a human can only live for 14 days without water
Although I did not eat for 2 days
But I still did drink water for this two days
I felt a bit dizzy this morning
When I walk around my house, the sky is turning around
I know I have to eat already
The problem is I have no appetite to eat
But I know I'm not gonna die because a human still can live without food
I think I will just continue drinking water
I can slim myself too! right? :D
I had measure my body weight a moment ago
My original weight was 45 kg
And now it's closer to 44 kg!
Hey! 1 kg is not a small number you know!
Haha lets wait for my perfect body!
Ehem... I mean the boots and the butt are excluded x)

Oh noooo my grandma said my face was greeny + white!
She scolded me...
How can you stand for not eating so long?
You lazy to eat is it?
Your face grow whiter and greenier ar!
Later you sick then you know!

LOL! I wanna answer her that won't mati de lar
Can slim somemore!
I hope that she won't cook something for me
or force me to eat ba =.=
I can tell you all that, I really have no appetite
Don't force me to eat PLEASEEEE

Hmm... What if I pengsan? LOL
If I pengsan then I'll post my pic in hospital lol
Joking Joking! Don't make it happen please
I hate being inside the hospital coz I tried before
That time because I got an operation
So boring you know!
But if got a lengzai everyday come and pei me then I won't boring lor~
Some more during night time VERY SCARY DE AR!!
Even day time also =.= The door will shake har shake har
And I think daddy will keep on scold me ba =.=^

I very liao jie my daddy geh
Let's imagine the situation if I was pengsan and now I'm inside the hospital
You ar... Bring so many mafan for me for what?
Who ask you don't eat de?
Wasted my money to send you to this hospital
You think other ppl so good can stay inside the private hospital ar?
Got your own room? Got air-cond somemore?
I tell you ar, next time if you got any sick don't find me
I won't waste my money just to cure you!

Lol my daddy always say like this de =.=
But I know he is a good father!
I love him very much!
Urghh HMM!!
Back to the reality LOL
My imagination was too... =.= over
Excuse me ^^






说没感觉⋯就没了吗? "❤"
Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 6:04 PM / Top

这是一个真实的故事,那是发生在2002年6月左右,我一个天真的高中生和一个恋爱1年半的女友幸福的在一起。这个时候我的生命中出现了第二个女人。她叫阳,从看到她第一眼我就无法忘记她。

夜夜想着她,她对我也没有烦感。我终于无法控制住自己,像她表达了爱意。她既没有同意,也没有反对。我的心开始动了。我想做个惊人的决定,和我前任女友分手,然后和我爱的人在一起。当时我们感情很好,没有分手的理由。可是我自己感觉到我真的不爱她了。我只是单纯的同情她,我不想骗她,我终于和她说了。她被我伤的很深很深,她不甘心,她没有放弃,她努力的想挽回这份感情。可是我真心的告诉她,我不喜欢她了,只是同情。她说出了让我感到震惊的话,她说,她可以不要爱。只要我的驱壳就行。当时,我感觉到她非常的爱我,可是我最终还是狠心选择了阳。她不甘心的走了,离开我的视线了。我终于可以光明正大的去追求她了。

那时,我的心思根本放不在学习上。她冬天冷了,我会偷偷的在她课桌里放双手套,她得病了,我会偷偷放些药。就这样,她被我感动着,终于答应我,如果我能等到2002年7月份毕业,她可以考虑和我在一起。我又失望又高兴,因为她没交过任何一个男朋友,可是我又怕到了2002年7月份她不答应我的话,我会一无所有,我的心很矛盾,我该怎么办,我最终还是坚持下来了。在毕业前,我还是一如既往的那么做着,永远给自己希望,勇气,信心。相信自己能感动她,就这样在心理矛盾中过了一年,我的心砰砰的都要跳出来了。因为,还有两个月,我们就高中毕业了。我就可以向她表达了。就在这个时候我们该报志愿了。我报的是中国劳动关系学院,她报的是海淀走读大学,她的心理起了变化了。因为她第一年要去河北大学城去上课,而我要去市里上课,距离那么远感情会不会变淡呢。她给我写了封信,不想答应和我交朋友了。因为她害怕了。我看到信后心凉了。为什么?为什么?我把心里想说的和我坚信的想法告诉了她,想尽力挽回。她被感动了。说在考虑考虑吧。我的心碎了,没有人能知道,终于考完让人窒息的高考了。

  放假的第三天,2002年7月12日我把她约了出来,那天我很兴奋穿上认为自己最帅的衣服。我们吃饭,溜达,半天的时间过去了。我终于鼓足勇气在步行街上拉着她的手,告诉她我爱你。我想永远和你在一起。她的手在出汗,但是她还是没有挣开我的手,就这样我们开始了。我是她所有的第一次,我很高兴,我天天在快乐中度过,我们分享着每一份快乐,我觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人。因为我爱她,我没有亲情,我从一岁开始就在奶奶家长大,奶奶陪我度过了19个春秋。我没有母亲,没有母爱。我爸爸虽然对我很好,但是我们很少见面,我孤独,但我很坚强。我现在得到她了,我觉得可以祢补我的亲情,可是好景不长,我们要开学了。她要去河北上学了。我感觉到她的一丝担心。我答应她,我会每两周去看她一次,离上学还有五天,我们已经快交三个月了。我很想抱抱她和亲亲她。可是,她没有答应,我们就这样各自上学了。我们的感情很平稳,没有什么问题。可是就在开学后一个月。我不敢想象的事情发生了。她很漂亮,可以算得上美女。而且她还是处女。所以很多男生都喜欢她。大学城的一个男生喜欢上她了。而且那个男的也比较帅。她可能心动了。我在一天晚上偷看了她的手机,她是这样说的:我和他交了三个月了,先凑合交吧,也没什么感觉。我看到这条短信后,我感觉天空了,地陷了。我好寒心,我付出的那么多,就得到这样的回报吗?我不敢去想,也不想问她,我想到逃避,可是我不甘心。因为我爱她,所以我决定不说用真心去感动她,用我一颗真挚的心去打动她。没想到我成功了。半年过去了。一切风平浪静,她也渐渐接受我了。这段日子我很开心,我觉得我有可能得到她的心。

在大学城,我们第一次过了圣诞夜,那一次我吻了她。虽然她很不情愿,但是我还是吻了。那一夜是美好的,也是幸福的。我们可能快熬出头了。因为她在住半年就可以回北京了。那样我们离的就近了。可是老天总是对我不公平,她们班要在大学城多住半年,这就意味着我还要在等半年,还要在跑半年的车。从我们学校到她们学校要四个小时,来回要8个小时。呆在一起也就一个小时,我感觉很不知足,但是,只要能和她在一起呆着,我就知足。又要到圣诞节了,我在想怎么过,我突然间想把她请到我家来过,她开始不同意,在我百般劝说下,她答应了。圣诞节那天,我们在我的小屋里度过,虽然很平常,就看看电视,聊会天。但我很开心,我感觉我是世界上最幸福的人。到了晚上,突然她说头痛,身体没有力量,外边正在下雨,我冒着雨去买药了。我担心她会有事,不过,庆幸的事吃完了药,她头不痛了。我很欣慰。晚上我们一起睡了,她抱着我,她说很舒服。虽然,那晚我一夜没睡。因为我不敢动,我怕吵醒她。但是,那是我人生中最开心的一次,也是最值得的一次。第二天我把她送上车,一起去了大学城,没想到不幸的事情又发生了。她妈妈昨晚给大学城打电话了,大学城的管理员说她回家了。她已经慌了,不知所措。给她妈妈回了电话,打完电话后,她做了一个惊人的决定。她和我说,我们分手吧,她怕了。我听到后坚决不同意,可是她心意已决,我含着泪不情愿的上了回家的车。我心在哭,我不甘心,我舍不得。晚上,我给她们舍友发了个信息,让她好好照顾她,因为她很苯,什么都不会。她们舍友也感动了,劝她。她自己可能也感受到了。终于拿起电话给我打了,她说,她舍不得我,我听后感受世界又温暖起来了。我觉得自己没有白付出,她还是在乎我的。但是她说和我在一起还有几个小要求,就是我们很久才能见一面,她要我等她。我都答应了,因为我觉得只要有希望我就要争取。我们终于又在一起了。在以后的日子里,我们的爱情渐渐步入正轨,当中,有欢乐,有痛苦。但我们都一起过来了。

  但是,不幸的事又降临了。这次打击差点让我爬不起来,这是我人生中第一次遗憾。人活一辈子可以做错事,可以失望。但千万不要后悔,千万不要留下什么遗憾。这次我留下遗憾了。那是在2002年11月8日星期五晚上,我在市里上学,每周都回家,没有一周不回过,可是就在那一周。我没回去,因为我决定周六陪她去玩。但是,就在周六的早上五点钟。我爸爸来电话了和我说:我奶奶去逝了,我听到后,当时就傻了。为什么又是我,为什么有被我赶上?我急匆匆赶回家,但是我还是没见到我奶奶最后一面。我奶奶养育了我20年,我还没有报答就…….我恨上天为什么这样不公平,为什么 这样对我?之后,就要给我奶奶办后事了。我守在奶奶身旁陪着她,已经顾不上其它的了。当时我感觉我失去了人生当中仅有的一点亲情,往事的回忆一幕一幕呈现在眼前。这时,她来了信息,她说我为什么不理她……我的心在哭,在流血。我不知道该说什么。我只知道我太累了,压的我喘不过来气来。为什么她不理解呢?没办法所有的苦和痛还要我一人来背,我奶奶走了,我只有搬到我爸爸家去住,我很不习惯,我把所有的希望都寄托在她的身上,我在她面前,永远表现着多么快乐,因为我爱她。之后的一段日子我一如既往来往于她们学校和我们学校。

  2003年,她回到北京了。我们学校离他们学校很近,我们联系就更密了。这段日子我们双方都很快乐,我们一起去KTV唱歌,一起去动物园,一起去世界公园。我的生活漫漫的充实起来了。我们分享着每一个节日。2004年我该毕业了,我可以选择考学,也可以选择就业。最终我选择考学,她也选择考学。我在炎热的暑假里日复一日的复习。我不想落榜。我很想她,但是我必须学习。我只有每周四晚才能见她。因为她每周四回家,那晚也是我每周最期待的一晚,日子就这样一天一天的过去了。离考试的日子越来越近了。我们见面的机会也越来越少。终于等到考试那天了。我认为自己发挥的不错应该可以考上吧!等到分下来那一天,我考了340分高出录取线130分。我很高兴,她也替我高兴,我们又一次过了圣诞节,我们又一次幸福的在一起,但是,人所想的和期盼的永远不一样。她快大专毕业了,要去学校拿行李,我陪着她去的,因为要做公共汽车,所以很晚才到她家,那天我在她家吃饭了。后来我才知道,这是一个错误的决定。她妈妈问了我很多问题,当时,我很傻,她问我什么,我就回答什么。我心里想没有什么可隐瞒的。第二天,我去她家陪着她呆着,我感觉那天有点不对劲,她心里有事,我看的出来。我逼着让她说了出来。她说,她妈妈让她和我分手,因为家庭原因,我家庭是单亲,而且有个弟弟,以后压力太大。我看的出她很不情愿,但是她还是听她妈的了。她让我答应她,和她过完生日然后自动分手。我没有答应,明明以后不能在一起为什么还要这样呢?她说,她也没办法。我们抱在一起哭了。我心里想,我不甘心,我们的感情没有问题,为什么不能在一起呢?我要尽我最大的努力挽回这份感情。我知道她也不愿意分开。我们双方的努力没有白费,她终于说服了她妈又和我在一起了。这次我真的很感动,因为她真的努力了。她为我做了很多,也为我改变了很多。我很知足,之后的日子是我们在一起最快乐的日子,也是最后的日子了。因为我们交了三年了,我想得到她,可是她……她让我等她,当时我想因为我爱她,我可以等她,我觉得值得,假设哪天真的和她分手了,她还是纯洁的。我们彼此又相恋了三年,在这一年中,我们一起过情人节,一起过生日,一起过纪念日,一起运动,她的每一个微笑,都映射在我的脑海里,我心里认为,我们以后能在一起,我会努力做给她看的。我也问过她,想没想过以后,可是她给我的答案,让我很怕,很累。她说,如果以后有一天在你和我妈之间选择,我一定会选择我妈。我感觉自己压力好大,我以后努力的学习,想让她过上好生活。但是,我心里还是担心,如果我付出了所有,结果还不能在一起,我该怎么办?我把所有的希望都放在她身上了,我好怕输。但是,命运总是捉弄我的,不幸的事,还是降临了。

  那是在2006年4月7日,我生日那天。我们发生了矛盾。我看了她的日记,我很生气,她说,她一辈子不可能只遇到我一个人吧,要不然也太惨了。我很寒心,我们闹别扭了。一直到5月1日我们才好,她对我比以前还好,我又感觉到自己很幸福。可是没想到这是我最后的幸福。我们交了四年,在双方问题上我们没有出现过。这次我们出现了。2006年5月20日星期六晚,我还像以前一样,去她家找她。一进家门。我就感觉不对劲。九点钟她终于和我说了,说了很多很多,我听完后,没有哭。只是感觉心在流泪,心想谁能帮帮我呢?我快挺不住了,我快倒下了。我含着泪走出了她的家门,她所说的我都答应她了。就在我出门的时候,天空下雨了。就像配合我一样,我感觉好冷,心好冷。她对我说的那些话,我永永远远都会记住的,她伤了一个很爱很爱他的人很深…….

  (她所说的话):我对你没有感觉了,没有以前那种想的感觉了,我不爱你了。我感觉我只是可怜你,对你有愧疚感,但不是爱。我不想骗你,也不想骗自己。我这次是真的,我不是感情用事。我想一个人过了,我很累。

  之后的几天,我尽最大的努力想挽回这份感情,但是她给我的答案又一次次让我失望。我知道她已经对我没感觉了。她不爱我了,爱情是不能勉强的,我没有想得到什么,看到她笑,到到她幸福就好了。我们四年的感情在5月20日结束了。回想这四年,我人生中有两次遗憾,一次是我奶奶,一次是她。老天真会造化弄人,我终于体会到我第一个女朋友当时的感受了,一个爱我的人,一个是我爱的人。我只想告诉我身边的人,如果人生中遇到你爱的人和爱你的人,一定要选择爱你的人。这是我四年的经历,大家也许认为我不会这么掺,可是这真是我的亲身经历。我不知道以后还敢不敢相信爱情,敢不敢在相信女人,但是我要告诉我身边的人,有些人,你以为可以见面的,有些事,你认为可以一直继续的。然后,也许在你转身的那个刹那,有些人,你就在也见不到了。有些事,也就不能在继续了。当太阳落下,又升起来的时候,一切都变了。一不小心就在也回不去了。在此我还有一些心里话想告诉她,一直没说出来,我知道说出来也没用,不过我想告诉我身边的人,在我要倒下的时候,我身边的朋友让我感受到幸福,我真的谢谢他们!

  (想对她说的话):我曾经以为只要我们努力我们珍惜,不管发生什么我们都会走到一起。也因为这样,我一直很坚持也很努力,我始终相信上帝是公平的,真心的付出也一定会有回报,我曾感谢上天,让我在今生能遇到你,认识你,爱上你。我以为今生我将是你的新郎,我以为我可以紧紧抓住你的心,很多人都叫我不要太过认真可是我还是选择对你无悔,只因为我相信我们的爱无坚不摧,无所不能,只是我不曾想过,这样的感情是否可靠,我一直不愿意去相信你只是我的一个梦。一个睡醒了就什么都不再拥有的梦。我一直记得你跟我说的话,会好好努力,跟我走到以后,我真的以为你跟我一样的努力,真的以为你对我所说的一切,都是发自内心。可是为什么,事到如今,你告诉我你不爱我了。你了解我的伤心吗?

  我知道,是我该离开的时候了。可是你知道我有多舍不得吗?如果不曾开始,也许就不会有这么伤心,如果不曾深爱,也许就不会有这么难过,我真的很想去恨你。想忘记你,可是一支支的香烟燃尽之后,我的心里想的还是你,我知道自己傻,不该开始,更不该去爱你。可是感情真的可以控制吗?虽然你告诉我你不爱我了。但是我还是想告诉你,我从来没有后悔爱过你,从今以后,我不会在为你有很多婆娘而争吵,不会在教你怎么爱人,更加不会在去打扰你。我只想记住你给我带来的美好,记住跟你在一起的欢笑,我不知道你还会不会记得我,但是我一定会记得你

  再见了。我最爱的人,我会永远祝福你的。一生一世!!!

  祝福所有相爱的人,天长地久,珍惜身边的人吧,不要失去才懂得珍惜!!不要成为第二个我!

  如果有同样遭遇的人请帮帮我,我很困惑。我是一名北交大的学生。

  王海维

  2005年5月23日晚 



一百句对不起 "❤"
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今天公司早下班,我打了通电话给他。 

喂,我今天比较早下班,你来载我回家好不好? 

好,等我五分钟。 

五分钟?我就在你家旁边耶。 

我总要打扮一下啊。

好啦,快一点喔。 

下午2:00,太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血,我站在树荫下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是煽总比不煽好。 

五分钟过了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高兴,十分钟过了,他还没到..,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴,十五分钟过了,他总算到了。 

怎么这么慢? 

他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视。 

什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来?我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车的瞪着他。

对不起。 

这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男人主义,爱面子的男生,所以他从不像女生低头说对不起,我看着他,好吧,似乎面有惭色,我带上安全帽,让他载我回家。 

他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架,只跟我说对不起,有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的,但是他都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去,他说,我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 

认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的错误,对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时,我流着泪,低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起了,如果你无法改变,就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会,相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我,说了第60句对不起。 

虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 

你最近怎么了? 

没有啊。 

那你为什么心情不好? 

没有啊。 

又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你知不知道我很担心,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是你女朋友? 

...对不起。 

我不要听你说对不起。 

我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我,也许,我们该结束了..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 

从那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话给我,有时候,我会接到一通无声的电话,但是我喂了几声,就挂了,有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话?一个月之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他,我在教室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便抓了一个男生来问。 

同学,请问一下,梦伟今天有来吗? 

他休学了。 

啊?为什么?什么时候的事? 

他已经一个月没来了。 

...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来,怎么会呢? 

我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机:您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱,请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话,打到他家,响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民吗?他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。 

他该不会另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不到他..,正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打来的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 

喂,你还在干嘛啊? 

什么? 

ㄚ伟在医院啦。 

真的?他怎么了? 

没有啦,他在○○医院,就是你上次住的那一家。 

我马上去。 

我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在医院看到了他爸爸和妈妈,我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后,就急忙的飞奔而去。 

他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床,一动也不动的。 

喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢? 

他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 

回答我啊,你为什么不说话? 

他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气,牵动着嘴角 

...对不起...。说完,他闭上了眼睛。 

喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不要你说对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。 

我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么要说对不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你起来啊,你说对不起没有用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你,我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 

这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我,开始抢救他,我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一片空白,眼前一片漆黑..。 

他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到他,但他有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过的好不好。 

他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如昔,还是会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 

过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,里面装的,是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着它让我生气的事情。 

第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我也知道理由很烂,但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前突然心脏绞痛,但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗? 

第二次对不起?老婆,我.......... 

第三次对不起,老婆,我... 
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第一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒指,你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使,守护着你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。bye 梦伟 

我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照片,是他在医院理拍的,照片上他笑的很灿烂,他变的好瘦,脸色好苍白,但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第一百张照片。 

在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他。 
对不起。我抱着他的照片,泪流不止……



Love laogong "❤"
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 5:56 PM / Top


我还记得老公以前寄过很多很甜蜜的信息给我
哈哈⋯⋯

1 让我把奶油调成水彩,在加进款款的祝福,
画下你的欢笑,趁你惊慌失措时,
再用快乐的小火车偷偷地把你的忧愁,
嘟嘟地载走⋯⋯
让你每天都充满着愉快!
老婆的快乐就是老公的幸福!

2 如果不是夜的黑暗,
怎么衬衫日的明亮⋯
如果不是叶的平凡,
怎么衬衫花的美丽⋯
如果不是老公的辛苦,
怎么衬衫老婆的幸福⋯
老公愿意很辛苦很辛苦,
让老婆很幸福很幸福⋯

3 老婆⋯我爱你⋯母啊⋯
我是为了要找到你⋯
才会来到这个世上⋯
我不会⋯也不懂怎么去爱别人⋯
我只会爱你⋯我爱你⋯

老公我爱你
我知道我脾气不好
所以我会改

老公我爱你
我知道我很任性
所以我会学乖

老公我爱你
我知道我不听话
以后我会听话

love laogong forever <3




For Laogong "❤"
Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 6:44 PM / Top





Third day Study Skills "❤"
/ 3:52 PM / Top


YAY~ Today is the last day of study skills
And today we have to listen to one speaker only which is Account
She taught us many technique on how to answer Account papers

After the class, although we had finished
But we have to wait for the Science class students for their next subject
So, we stay inside the classroom and have a math lesson
In the class
I took pic with students from Sri Cempaka Labuan :D
Me and my fren, Pei Shuen

Finally everything is over! All of us went inside the hall and 
wait for our school's chairman, Datin Freida
While waiting, I took a pic :D
The guy with black uniform standing left side is head prefect of Damansara
While the guy beside is the head prefect of Cheras, which is my school
Before Datin Freida starts to give out the certificate, she taught us a lesson
She said that everyone has their own book with chapters
And what we are doing now is our books' chapter 1
And blablabla...

After her speech, she gave out the certificates to all students one by one
Hoho my certificate :D
After the ceremony, all students have to stand on the stage and take photo
AWW I don't have the photo :(

After the photo session, we went to school's canteen and have our lunch
On the way back to Sri Cempaka Cheras, Huisan and I took lots of pics in the bus
Enjoy the narcissism picsssssssss of us :D 

Kissing~
Half love from each of us <3
Acting cool but we look fierce lol
Look like a couple who going honeymoon haha
My wallpaper set as her pic while her wallpaper set as mine
Look artistic haha
Kiss laopo <33
My face seems like "Ngek Ngek Ngek~ Gonna eat you"
She's hugging me~ So sweet <33